Speaking of filling voids and forgiveness had led me to a series of events a that has been taking place in my life. For as long as I can recall, I've had a void in my life. A void based on my standards set for myself. Don't get this wrong, I've always has a certain inner confidence about me, my outer confidence was always the struggle. Some mistook it for self esteem issues and for a while I believed it was. Not until I was forced to look in the mirror and identify the person standing there staring back at me did I realize it wasn't self esteem, but a void, a gap, a small hole, a crack in the me I needed to be repaired.
As an adult, I've face more than a gap, more than a crack, more than a small hole. I've been and experienced trenches, manholes, and demolition! So don't fill the void? Who says? I'm packing it, stuffing until I can't fit anymore. This time I look forward to filling hat void with confidence, self esteem, love, faith, and understanding. The journey is very rough... But one foot is being placed before the other. Keep going.
SNOW
