Vacation 2014, Ocho Rios-Jamaica

Even as adults some of us have the mental capacity of a child. We exhibit a mature approach to life yet we constantly seek the approval of others to do what we enjoy in life. We spend most if not all our lifes working hard to 

fit in to other peoples life. Always wondering what will they say, how will they react, maybe I am not good enough, I don't want them to feel as if I think I am better than they are.

We fear stepping out and being different as our survival depends on being associated with or being apart if a particular crowd or group of individuals. We stifle our own needs and desires out of fear. Wondering if they will accept us if we do.

Only a child should require permission to do these things. Why don't you break free and start to live a fulfilling life that it is only God you Aim to please not man.

Why do you try so hard to be part of a group that limits your full growth and potential? Don't you want to be all that you were made to be? Why do you wait on the death of a close one to utter "I need to start enjoying life" or when someone is terminally Ill you say your grateful you still have the opportunity to enjoy life.

Well I do, I squeeze every drop out of every day. I stopped living through the eyes of people long ago. I do what I want when I want and I never ever worry about fitting in. The only fitting in that I think about is fitting Into my skinny jeans after murdering a slice of cheese cake. Lol.

God leads me and I follow Him. He speaks and I listen. Despite my problems I wake up with a smile everyday. It is a new day to spend with you guys, my family and friends and another day to enjoy my simple and relaxed but awesome life.